Football?

Dream: Damien and Khilla are playing. Missy yells and she has a small baby. There is s a man with Missy that is not her husband. There is a broken down car with parts strung everywhere. I am with Sheree at a football game. There is a flash of a drum major at the game. The stadium is in a great big store with a play place. I am with Stacey shopping. I am wearing a cut up fringy top. We are looking at 80s clothing. I see a t-shirt that has brat written on it. Suddenly there is a bunch of motorcycles. I end up getting caught in a lie. I told someone that I did not like football.

Analysis: So, a dream that people are playing means that there is a tendency to go against the norm and break the rules of convention. Well, anyone that really knows me knows that I have a tendency to be a tad abnormal, or as Igor says on Young Frankenstein “Abby Normal.” Just call me Abby then!

To see Missy in my dream relates to the fact that I have rejected a part of personality that I see in her. The baby represents innocense. So, in this case, it could be my on spirituality that I am rejecting. For instance, Missy has always been the most spiritual person that I know. Where I tend to be dark, she tends to be light. However, she is also the most intelligent and successful woman that I know. I do realize that I have a tendency to reject my intelligence and I sabbotage my own success in life. Hmm…. I will have to think on this one.

A broken down car often represents that you are experiencing anxiety and fear in your life. Therefore, this could be that I am always too afraid to succeed in life. I am afraid that being successful will crastically change the life that I have grown so very comfortable with.

Watching football often means that you have found satisfaction with your work. Well, this is contradictary of most of the rest of the dream. Isn’t it? I do feel a sense of satisfaction when I write, so could this mean this is where my future success lies? The only other time that I felt very proud of my life was when I was a drum major in high school. Sheree was also a drum major when we were in middle school, and we were the best of friends. Again, another successful friend.

The type of store that you dream about determines the analysis of the shopping dream. In this instance, shopping is symbolic of my choices, needs, and desires. Shopping for clothes signafies that you are looking for a new image. So, shopping for 80s clothes could mean that I feel that I have lost myself and need to get back to who I truly am.

So, the motorcycles signifies a longing for freedom and adventure. Yeah! I get that.

The lie signifies that I am hiding my natural instincts.

What this comes down to is that there is a part of me that I have long since abandoned. I miss that girl that I used to be. I was once so very proud and very successful in every aspect. However, I grew up, and life happened. Although I love to play the bad girl, I continue to be that little self conscious little nerd girl that longs for success and freedom. I am just too afraid that my life will change too much if I take the person I used to be back into my life.