Broken

I'm broken
I'm numb
I'm uncontrollably tired

I'm exhausted
I'm lost
I'm irrefutably worn

I'm listless
I'm drained
I’m undeniably gone

I’m busted
I’m wrecked
I’m indisputably beat

I’m alone
I’m sad
I’m indescribably torn!

No Pain

I never want to hurt you
I never want to make you mad
I just hate the pain I've caused you
I hate to see you sad

I try to make you happy
I try to show you, my love is true
I try to make you love me
I try to not be so blue

I feel I have let you down
I just feel that I have failed you
All I touch falls to the ground
I am ashamed to gaze upon you

I feel you deserve more
More than I can ever know to give
If you were free, only then could you live?

Shattered

I am shattered…
I don’t feel right…
I am dying…
I am scared…
I am broken…

Hurting

I am hurting deep down inside
Where my soul and heart reside
No matter how hard I have tried
You don’t care how much I have cried
Say you love me, I know you’ve lied
Neglect is reason our love has died.
I wish only to be by your side
Not like your parents, but as your bride
Forgive my love, don’t push it aside
My fate accepted I take in stride.

So Lonely

Love is an illusion,
Non-existent,
Never tangible,
All but that
Of a mother
For a child
(or at least…
most mothers).
You never get
What you want
Or you feel
You need!